Where you forced to watch rapture movies as a kid?

Oh wow. Yeah, that is exactly what happened to me as a kid. I was incredibly paranoid for years, thinking the rapture was going to come and I wasn't good enough. "Years of The Beast" or something like that was the movie I had to watch a lot growing up. It made me downright phobic. If the house got too quiet, I'd get scared and think god had raptured everyone away but me. I did the salvation prayer so many times as a kid, it wasn't even funny. I'm still messed up from being forced to watch rapture movies when I was a kid.