I need to know my father?

first of all...im really sorryy that that happened to you. im sure he would regret he ever left if he met you know...i think you should leave a really long message on his phone saying that u wnat to have a father and for him to choose wheter he wants to see you or not. if he does...he obviuosly got touched with what you said...and if he doesnt, im really sorry. and u will always have your mother. you shoulnt care about people that dont care about you. love people that love you equally and forget about people who hurt you. thats the worst thing. i hope everyhting goes good for you!